Jonas transition
Jonas now is feeling really pain of the giver memories. while this hole transition going on he is feeling lonely because he cant tell anyone cant take medications for the pain. all this memories that he is getting is to give advice to the elders with his wisdom that the memories cause.
by all this pain he is receiving now he knows how does the giver feels when he is in a bad mood. the giver give Jonas a memories of Christmas when there are grandpas in the house and the children people are happy Jonas is thinking about why does that don't happens anymore.
from the distance Jonas could hear the thud of canons. overwhelmed by pain, he lay there in the fearsome stench for hours, listen to the men and animals die, and learned what warfare meant.
finally when he knew that he could bear it no longer and would welcome death himself, he opened his eyes and was once again on the bed. the giver looked away, as if he could not bear to see what he had done to Jonas"forgive me," he said.
Jonas world